(Happy) New Year.

its a new year or some shit. almost. great times. i dont see anything changing. i dont see anything happening that will be different but o well. my mother finally "cares" she called my phone and said, "you better call me back". fuck you. why the hell should i? its been like 3 months since ive heard from her. so i dont even care. i went to church last night. it was one of the weirdest experiences ive ever had. david asked if he should love the devil because its one of gods creatures and i thought the lady was gonna stab him. then she said i, "have a prophets eyes", creepy weirdo. then she made a lil sense though. she said i have dreams and one day ill use them. kinda creepy, but coincidental cause just recently ive been trying to direct my dreams and remember them through lucid dreaming. o well, maybe i can one day tell the future. heres my first foreshadowing: everyone is going to die. awesome huh?