You Sit.

as you sit and think: you think about what to do with your life. you sit and think where is life going to take you? youre so damn clueless. you need help to see where to go and where to wake up in the morning. you sit and wonder why you even wake up. you probably cant find the answer. . take some advice. be proactive. help yourself. be self-sufficient. be dependent not [co-dependent]. youre quick to act scared. youre quick to act worried. but everything in your life is a direct result of your choices. your decisions. your actions and consequences. you know right from wrong. every 2 year old child knows that. so what are you bitching about? you get so much help from so many different people. you dont even deserve it. you dont appreciate it. youre a manipulative user. you have so many girls after you? you have like three 15 year olds after you. is that something to brag about with your involvement in the police system right now? think about your choices. every action has a reaction. remember that. ill say it again. ready?. . . EVERY ACTION HAS A REACTION. live by that. youre a pathological liar. you are not 6'3" and youre definitely not 185lbs. even if you were, no NORMAL girl would want that. you wonder why youve been cheated on? its because after a while people see through you. your whole mentality of trying to be a [player] seeps in. most people would rather hurt someone else instead of get hurt {you}. you hope and pray? what good does that do when you have no higher belief system whatsoever? you cant pray to someone you dont believe in. you wonder why im writing this blog specifically for you? its because you still feel the need to put my name in your mouth. why is that? i havent talked to you, about you, to any of your people, or anything for over a month and a half now. dont you think its time for you to grow up? stop trying to bide for my affection by talking about me. obviously you cant get over me, and youre sad im not in your shithead life anymore, but thats not how you can get me back in it. youre right about one thing though. noone cares, and people are begining to not believe your lies anymore.