Not Even Till Death Do Them Part.

Caption: Not Even Till Death Do Them Part.

david and becca have each other on a leash. theyre both so stuck up each others asses, that even after david is dead, becky will still provide everything for him. food, cigarettes, money, cellphones, etc.

Wanna-Be Pimp.

 Before                                                                     After

david thinks hes tough shit. he thinks all the girls want him cause he, "looks like justin timberlake". he thinks that he can play females and get away with it. all this makes me laugh. i knew him for about 2 years before i ever even saw him talk to a woman. finally a girl i was dating at the time, tried hooking him up with her friend. they tried to fuck in her car one night (while making me sit out in the cold for about 2 hours while i was violently ill). when i finally returned to the car, i was greeted with his "girlfriend" and her attitude, and his sketchiness. she later explained that he tried to fuck her, and then broke out into tears and went mute. after this he was celebate for a while (unless you count becky). then he went at it again. one day at taco bell we were met by a group of underage girls. they talked to him which inflated his lil ego. he tried getting with about 3 of them at the same time. it didnt work. then he went after one of my ex girlfriends from years ago. i warned her about him but to no avail. it ended in due time with a restraining order. his next girlfriend he claims he loved with all his heart, but while they were going out, he tried getting with her best friend numerous times. then he moved on to a girl he met one night, and the next day they were a couple. he fucked the shit out of her for about a week or so, the whole time keeping close ties with other underage girls (who he jokingly referred to as girlfriends 1-4). after he gave this girl a miscarriage, he broke up with her. the reason for this was because he met about 4 of his girl's underage friends. the same night he broke up with her he told a new lil girl she was his. he eventually got with her, but supposedly they are done. the moral of the story: david thinks hes a pimp. . hes not. david thinks he gets pussy. . its underage. david thinks girls think hes sexy. . they feel bad for him. the only pussy david can get belongs to becca, and they are meant to be for life.  
P.S. i think david owes mat a big thank you for snuffing him in the face, breaking his glasses, and making all this underage love possible!

The Way It Is.

the way it is. the way it was.
it wont change. it never does.


the things we do. the things we are.
throughout our lives. we come so far.


trials we have, hardships we face.
we overcome, we find our place.


death is certain, life is not.
our only chance, the one weve got.

She Was My Love.

She Was My Love.

Apasado un año y estoy recordando, when she use to be by my side
La primera vez que nos besamos, and the first time that she was mine
Mi corazon se esta aogando, thinking of all the things we went through
Era el dia de tu cumpleaños, solo pensaba en comprarte un regalo
Pero recibi esa triste noticia, that my love had past away

Dios mio dime porque te la llevaste
She was my love, she was my everything
Daria todo por estar a su lado, and to kiss her at least once again

Dios mio dime porque te la llevaste
She was my love, she was my everything
Daria todo por estar a su lado, and to hear her voice at least
once again

Aqui estoy a tu lado, nunca me e hido yo no te eh abandonado
Te amare locamente, yo estoy contigo y lo estare para siempre
Ya me vez, tocame, siente mi cuerpo otra vez como ayer
Amame siega mente, demuestrame que tu amor es para siempre

Abri mis ojos y una lagrima broto
Al darme cuenta que fue algo que soñe

Señor porque me as dejado solo?
Aver, Aver, Aver

Dios mio dime porque te la llevaste
She was my love, she was my everything
Dari todo por estar a su lado and to kiss,love,or have her again

Siempre esperare por ti
Aqui en mi otra vida
Guardare tu amor eterno, eterno, eterno

I Can Play Too.

people are funny. this blog was written by becca two days before she was arrested and sent to york on 18 new counts of forgery, larceny, and a whole bundle of other shit. . the grand total of her charges as of friday was 28. wait a few days and ill update. fuckin idiot. shell never learn. but she does it because its her "vice". something "compels" her to do it. similiar to the urge alcoholics get to drink or the need that people who self mutilate have to cut themselves. thats fuckin lame. i know how to play the game now. . point proven.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

i might be getting my life back on track I made up my mind about fixing my life and actually started on the path this time.  I hope that I dont make a wrong turn like I have over and over again in the past months.  I have messed up so many times, I have cut off ties with my family and old friends, lied, cheated and stolen to get what ever I wanted.  I know thats not the way any more.  I set my mind to getting a job and right now I have 4 job opportunities.  I am just gonna take the one that will pay the most with the most hours so I can save up, get a car, go back to school, and move out of my parents house.  I am not going to mess up anymore.  I know that if I try hard my parents who are great people will be there to support me along the way.  Just this morning my dad was proud of me like he has been in the past, he told me that I am a very capable young women that can do anything in the world that I want and put my mind to. † This weekend will be fun, I am going to spend time with family that I havent seen in a while. † I know they all know I am a fuck up, but it will be nice to play and run with all my little cousins like in the old days.  It is a good bye party for one of my cousins.. he is going to make something of his life.. he is leaving for the air force on Nov 1.  I am very proud to have the family I do, I know I can make up for the wrongs I have done, but it will take time.  I have the time.. I have the rest of my life to show my parents how grateful I am for giving me life! ILLEGAL USE OF CREDIT CARDTORRINGTON - Rebecca Todhunter, 25,  70 Scott Drive, was arrested and charged with illegal use of a credit card, 12 counts of third-degree forgery, credit card theft, fraudulent use of an ATM and criminal attempt to commit illegal use of a credit card on Oct. 20 after police investigated a theft of a credit card. No court date or bond information was available on the police report.

Inmate Number:	345064
Inmate Name:	TODHUNTER, REBECCA
Date of Birth:	4/5/1981
Latest Admission Date:	10/20/2006
Current Location:	YORK
Status:	UNSENTENCED
Bond Amount:	10200
Controlling Offense:	FORGERY, THIRD DEGREE BM
Date of Sentence:	Not Applicable
Maximum Sentence:	0 Year(s) 0 Month(s) 0 Day(s)
Maximum Release Date:	Not Applicable
Estimated Release Date:	Not Applicable
Detainer:	NONE

We Miss You Becky. .Come Home Soon!!

I Would Have Died For You.

remember what we had?
remember what we were?
the love that we did share,
i thought it was so pure.
now i know its true,
you tainted my whole life.
with all the things you do,
you said youd be my wife.
everything i said,
right to the very end,
i meant it all completely
and my heart i cannot mend.
you played with my head.
you played with my heart.
those were your intentions.
right from the very start.
to you im nothing more,
then someone to play your game.
when you die alone,
youll have yourself to blame.
i was different.
you know its true.
do you even know,
why you do the things you do?
i sighed for you.
i cried for you.
i lied for you.
i would have died for you.

Scars.

release the tension deep inside.
it all comes out, it cannot hide.
my throbbing veins, they are my guide.
inflict more pain, and my soul died.my scars tell secrets,
my scars tell lies,
my scars tell stories,
my eyes cant hide.
drops of blood, a single stain.
emotions flood, a life to gain.a cut too deep will end it all.
at this point, its not that far a fall.

"Lou"cifer.

i have an amazing girlfriend that i love with all my heart. we have been through so much together in the short time that weve known each other, and i only hope that well go through more and grow closer because of it. weve had our ups and downs, and our really bad rough times but through all that i just fall more in love with her. i hope that we continue to grow with each other and our love never fades. i love you lourdes.

 i meant it all when i said it. but i quickly learned that this girl is a straight up whore. shes fucked half of torrington in the past couple weeks, and shes tried to get with others while she was with me. i want to be completely done with her and all her bullshit but shes holding on to things of mine and trying to make it difficult for me. on top of all that, one of her 4 new boyfriends is going to "shoot" me. so, lesson learned once again. dont give your heart to a girl that claims she is different and unique. youll quickly find out shes probably the biggest whore youve ever met.

My Black Dahlia.

My Black Dahlia

I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to steal that. You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry,
hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife
it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I
hurt too, remember I loved you!

I've , Lost it all, fell today, Its all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no

I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every
time I Fucked you. The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the
thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked
up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!

Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.

And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.

Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.

And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.