Noone.

i once knew a different girl. she pissed me off a lot at first. i told her when things bothered me but she did them anyway. i had a reason for not wanting her to do these things. i wasnt being the jealous controlling boyfriend like she thought. other people got involved in our relationship, other people talked a lot of bullshit. a lot of people. one of these people broke up with her one day, pretending to be me, when i wasnt even home. it pissed me off but i couldnt do shit. then later on, shit got good again. shit was better than when we were going out. i liked it. then she left. i was sad. we still talked. then that started to fade. she came back one time and was mad cause i was talkin to someone new. then we didnt talk at all. she came to visit sometimes, but just not to visit me. one time she called to inform me she slept with someone else and it was great. what happened to all the shit about ill always be here and we can try to make it work if i come back? i knew that would happen when she left. i pulled myself away to make it easier. now she has no time for me at all. she cant even call me. shits going on in her life. i think ive been there for her for the most part. she doesnt want to be there for me. its okay though. ill have to rely on myself like i used to. fuck talkin to people. noone has time or energy to talk to me.