2.04.2013

Disappear.

Start using my head, and open my eyes.
I'm sick of the games, I'm over the lies.

I meant nothing to her, and of that I'm quite sure.
Now the end result, I shall quickly procure.

You fooled me once, Then you fooled me again.
Fuck your deceit and your lies, from now on I'll abstain. 

You'll no longer play your games, At my heart's expense.
I'll look out for myself, I'll come to my own defense.

If you don't see it by now, I'll make it perfectly clear: 
You won't hear from me again, I'll simply. . . 

Disappear.

8.13.2012

A Part Of Me.

sometimes i wanna just say fuck it all. 
climb right to the top and take that fall.
the problem is i never get that high. 
through the stifling sadness i wipe a tear from my eye.
as far as i get, i always get knocked back. 
and somewhere along the way i begin to lose track.
i got this welled up ball thats a part of me now.
and i want it to go but i cant find out how.
this bundle of shit i fear ill never be free from.
this new part to hate that i cant overcome. 
and its making me ache and its making me suffer. 
and im the first to admit that ive finally discovered.
its a part of me now and ill never be free-
ill fight it for now so it cannot consume me.
its a constant weight and its getting too heavy.
and i just want to live but i know it wont let me.
ill try to keep moving, as best as i can. 
cause what else can i do?
thats my only plan.

5.28.2011

My New Shirt (Cause People Like To Stare).

It's been a running joke between me and some friends, that since people like to stare at me everywhere I go, I was going to get myself a shirt that would give them a reason to look. No matter where I am, or what it is I'm doing, folks look at me like I'm doing something wrong (i.e. stealing, loitering, jay-walking, failing to appear, etc). So, here is the shirt i designed just for them!



Gimme some feedback. . Let me know if you think it will be a success or not. Kthanks.

4.15.2011

Family Slain; One Survivor.


By JewsBocks

TORRINGTON— Early Friday morning (1:37am) police responded to a 911 hang-up call originating from a two-family home on Forest Street in Torrington. Executing a mandatory welfare check at the residence, authorities were met with a disconcerted man refusing to cooperate and acting erratically according to police documents. Police questioned the man, later identified as Jason Nesheim of Torrington, and tried to locate the source of the anonymous call. Nesheim became combative with the T.P.D. and was tasered twice as a result. After the subject was placed in custody, the house was given a routine walk-through by police. Three deceased occupants were found inside. Perceived as the inhabitants of the dwelling: mother, daughter, and amiable family canine had all been violently beaten to death. Police continued inspection of the apartment to find a video transcribed to the popular videosharing website "youtube" vividly depicting the events leading up to the demise of the trio.

A statement obtained from police department spokesperson Ofc. Dick Fitzwell, "Currently we are in interrogations with the only individual to make it out of the house unscathed [Nesheim]. Nesheim is now officially our number one suspect."

Nesheim, 25, no previous address shown; is no stranger to the Torrington Police Department. An extensive history of arrests ranging from breach of peace to harassment(2) were shown in a police manifest.

The two deceased, known by neighbors as lazy, loud, and just plain stupid are survived by one daughter/sister, and a husband/father.

The videosharing site has been subpoenaed and is expected to give testimony about the explicit video that was uploaded relevant to the crimes.

Nesheim remains on a $135,000 bond according to court documents. He is scheduled to appear before a judge on April 25.

3.15.2011

JewsBocks vs. Humpty Dumpty



Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
When the cops came to investigate and see what happened,
They spotted their suspect-
It was a JewsBocks rappin.


They asked the JewsBocks,
"Whyd you push the egg off the brick?"
He simply explained that he was playing a trick.
He said hed try to fix him,
and he tried with all his might.
He tried for so long,
until the day turned into night.

And when the sun came up
Just the very next day. .
He watched in shock and horror,
and to his dismay:
Humpty Dumpty started to cook
from the heat of the sun.
So he grabbed himself some ketchup,
and some cheese, and a bun.


That took care of his problem
of cleaning up the yolk.
And he was quite proud of himself
till he began to choke.
He felt like he was dying
and he was losing all his health.


So what more could he do?
He had to drink himself.

3.10.2011

30 Pictures [About] Me.

A picture of yourself with ten facts.
Halloween At The Log House.
  • I Am Diagnosed With Manic-Depressive Disorder.
  • People Call Me JewsBocks.
  • Music Is Probably The Best Thing In My Life.
  • I Am A Twin. . Believe It Or Not. . We Are TWO Separate People.
  • I HATE People That Judge Based On Appearance Alone. ( I Get Judged Solely On This Daily).
  • I Am A Cook. Probably Will Be For The Rest Of My Life.
  • I Went To School For HVAC/P.
  • I Sew. Im Not A Gay But I Make Creative Things By Doing This.
  • I Rap. Sometimes Anyway. I Have A Lot Written Down That I Need To Record.
  • I Have A Pierced Labret, A Pierced Eyebrow, And (2) Gauged [5/8] Earlobes. I Want A Lot Of Tattoos. . One Day
A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Mat & I.

A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Oz.

A picture of your night.
Fight Night. (Like Always).

A picture of your favorite memory.
Building Model Cars With My Dad.

A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
DJ Dan.

A picture of your most treasured item.
Ipod Classic 160GB. (Music Is My Life).

A picture that makes you laugh.
A Lil Funny.

A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Me, Myself, And I.

A picture of the person you've done the most fucked up things with.
Bubbi Breau.

A picture of something you hate.
Nasty Cheese And Nasty Whales.

A picture of something you love.
Gummi Bears!

A picture of your favorite band or artist.
DJ Dieselboy.

A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
My Dad.

A  picture of something you want to do before you die.
Become A Chef.

A picture of someone who inspires you.
Chef Robert Irvine.

A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life.
Pancreatic Cancer. (R.I.P. B.A.N.)

A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Bad Teeth.

A picture of a letter.
A Letter From My Father For My 16th Birthday.

A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
The United Kingdom.

A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Homeless.

A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Drawing.

A picture of your favorite book.
One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest.

A picture of something you wish you could change.
Own/Rent My Own Apartment.

A picture of your day.
Worked/Cooked.


A picture of something that means a lot to you.
 
My Pinewood Derby Car My Father And I Built Together.

A picture of yourself and a family member.
Brother, Father, And I.

A picture of something you're afraid of.
Fuckin Gross. (I Was Too Scared To Put A Real Picture).

A picture that can always make you smile.
Abbi And I Sleepin.

A picture of someone you miss.
My Father.

3.06.2011

Sock Monkey Projects.

1st Project: Poppy.
2nd Project: Mico.

3rd Project: Chef Monkey.
Collaborative Monkeys.